My cough has been increasingly bad, coughed till my head hurts.
I still feel like puking every time I cough.
I'm suffering,I have to clutch my stomach and try to hold back my pee every time it happens.
I perspire even in a cold room.
I feel like crying, I feel miserable.
You wouldn't know until you experience it yourself.
Went to see the doctor for the 6th time today.
He wanted to give me 2 days MC but i rejected him.
I cant afford to not go to work anymore.
I need to get well, but I don't know how..
Sadly,I asked the doctor what I should do if I was still not well by next week.
He told me I should get an x-ray done.
Its not that serious right? Please tell me it isn't...
And its been 18 years since I last used an inhaler.
Now I'm back to using it again. =(
I feel so down, I really feel like dying....

left her thoughts ♥ 6:40:00 PM